Daily Dil Diaries
I’ve always wondered how girls that were once insecure and attached, one day wake up and become untouchable and magnetic. I’ve realized it was their becoming and they just knew they needed to level up. They had a feeling in them that was itching to let them know they had more to offer to the world and themselves. As they could no longer tolerate anyone treating them with disrespect. I know it’s my time now.
Welcome to my daily dil diaries, which will walk you through my BECOMING.
2/3/26 - Embodied entitlement, wrong container
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
2/2/26 - Capacity for love again
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
2/1/26 - Friend’s galentine’s party, finally trust myself to not abandon myself
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/31/26 - A day of guilt-free rest
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/30/26 - (Incomplete) Work breakthrough
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/29/26 - Bending the truth without fear, protecting the project seed
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/28/26 - Staying centered through pivots
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/27/26 - Letting go when a timeline is breached
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/26/26 - God is horizontal, not vertical, no more replaying convos, staying in presence
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/25/26 - Safety as baseline, ready to experience life
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/24/26 - Purging & done bracing
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/23/26 - Letting go of the hope to reunite my family, finding joy while the world is hurting
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/22/26 - Integrating versions of me into one
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/21/26 - Joy can coexist with worry & fear, self-indulging day
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/20/26 - The right tests for love, play & expansion, clean work energy
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/19/26 - Presence = Closeness, rom coms, Permission for happiness, I can dance again!
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/18/26 - My subconscious turning point, surviving brunch
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/17/26 - Breaking closeness through chaos, emptied out closet, alignment with dad
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/15/26 - (incomplete) removing importance from anxiety inducing things & resting
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?