Daily Dil Diaries
I’ve always wondered how girls that were once insecure and attached, one day wake up and become untouchable and magnetic. I’ve realized it was their becoming and they just knew they needed to level up. They had a feeling in them that was itching to let them know they had more to offer to the world and themselves. As they could no longer tolerate anyone treating them with disrespect. I know it’s my time now.
Welcome to my daily dil diaries, which will walk you through my BECOMING.
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Dream it.
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Build it.
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Grow it.
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Sell it.
1/6/26 - performative depth, not internalizing success
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/5/26 - No longer need to sacrifice
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/4/26 - being okay with addition without subtraction, anchoring in my spine & very lucky
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/3/26 - grieving a version of myself, witnessing myself, fear of change
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/2/26 - Giving pain a place in my body, building self gravity, officially an artist
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
1/1/26 - New Years 2026, tools to stay present, accepting a year of surrender, standing up to my dad’s anxiety
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/31/25 - a grounded new years eve
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/30/25 - Abundance is capacity, Alignment is clean action, Motion from a calm nervous system
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/29/25 - Safe enough to play, affirmations from truth, grounded excitement, soul mirror
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/28/25 - Joy in the little things & peace again
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/26/25 - Creative breakthrough, capturing truth
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/25/25 - Christmas, praying from certainity
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/24/25 - Need to stop asking for proof, gift anxiety, silence isn’t lonely now, it’s peace
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/23/25 - About to lose it, the “more” feeling
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/22/25 - Using audio as an armour
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/21/25 - Slow day, creative timing, a version of me right now
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/20/25 - (incomplete) A visual storybook
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/19/25 - visible stillness, giving from overflow or guilt, the universe doesn’t owe me anything
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?
12/18/25 - Anxiety from stillness, Standards versus illusion, moral superiority, creativity with no urgency
How can life possibly suck just with the lack of one person?