4/8/26 - visibility credits talk with dad

I was so traumatized by doing all the work and not getting credit for it that I spent the next couple of years doing everything by myself, but now I realize I was literally spreading the girl who hired me’s frequency.

She was the one who wrote some of my emails, got on some calls with me, and finalized some details for a campaign. I literally see myself in the same position as she was back in 2022. I’m the one writing emails, but I’m not the face. The girl I hired is.

She got the visibility because it was her frequency. The same way, yeah, I’m doing the work too, but I’m making the girl I hired have the energetic connections. I’ll still be visible, though, because it’s my frequency.

The face NEVER matters. It’s the person who carries the frequency that gets the visibility. I already knew this, but I was almost mad at the fact that I did all the work and never got credit for it. And I knew bits and parts of it, but I finally see history repeating itself. I knew that the minute I hired the girl. She reminded me of myself, but now I actually all see it playing out too. For a second in between, I was even mad about writing all the emails and keeping her as a buffer. For me, it’s spreading my frequency and keeping a layer of protection. For her, she doesn’t know this yet, but she’s learning to take my place one day.

That’s also why some of the campaigns that she started that worked before, no longer work. I have to give my own spin to them to make it my own frequency. Not do exactly what she did.

Crazy.
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I was also craving a pandan latte so I literally drove all the way by macys to get it. I think I really need to “drive” somewhere before work as an official seperation. Maybe my body is getting used to driving to go to the gym in the morning.