3/24/26 - Expansion doesn’t need my physical presence or signature
Woke up and laid in bed until 12pm, trying calling American airline to get my $99 fee waived since I got an email saying they were being flexible for flights flying to LGA but that didn’t work.
And then out of nowhere it hit me that wait a minute just because I physically can’t be at the event, doesn’t mean that stops my expansion. Then I remembered something I read about my birth chart a while ago, where people will hear and say my name before they even meet me. They will feel my frequency before they even meet me.
Maybe this is one of those things, where I’m not actually meant to be met yet. But that doesn’t stop my expansion. My frequency is definitely at this event. I’m invested. I put a lot of work into it and more.
Frequency is where my soul is and my soul is at the event. The same way I felt my soul at the Seattle event too and the pictures carried my frequency too, without even being there. Maybe that was supposed to be my test run.
I trust that people will read the gift notes, feel me and my work before they even meet me. If anything that creates even more of an anticipation. “Who is she?” Especially, if they’ve been hearing about me for a while now.
And going to NY really does feel blocked right now. Almost like Canon beach, where there is a version of me that’s supposed to go there again, and that version isn’t ready yet.
My frequency, presence is so strong that it does magic in the invisibility. Even when I don’t sign my name. Even when I’m not there.
When people see me for the first time, they’ll just know. It’ll make sense to them.
Worked for a bit, helped the new girl answer emails, and then took mom to an “interview”. Then mom and I went to the mandir and prayed. I felt calm. I felt like no, I wasn’t actually being blocked or derailed.
Things were happening exactly as they were meant to happen.
Came back, and looked at the billboard placements. Realized the ad can only be 15 second long, but I think I can make it work. My concept is simple enough, and it needs to move fast.
Ended up emailing the co-organizer that I won’t be able to make it, surprisingly she texted and checked up on me to make sure things were okay. Feel like I’m finally getting to the level where people I work with are friends too. It doesn’t just feel transactional anymore. Finalized an influencer to replace me, though. Maybe it was in her destiny to go.
I texted my cousin and my childhood best friend this morning too, and made plans with my college friends. Feel like I’m reaching out to people again and coming back in public.