4/3/26 - Learning true unconditional love

Last night, I realized that I’m disgusted by someone’s fear. Because now I know it’s all a mental game and the only thing keeping someone in survival with their circumstances is their own fear and lack to help themselves. Their potential could be something completely different.

I think I resent my mom because of how everything she does is from a mode of fear and survival. Even my dad, he gets it, but his fear is literally the only thing stopping him from achieving all his goals. That’s how close he is to his alignment, and I see it.

And him willingly staying in his situation, while complaining is like don’t even talk to me. I just feel so much resentment. Like your fear is the reason why my life was shaped like this. If you acted on your fear, my life would be completely different.