10/21/25 - Mom’s test

Today, woke up and it didn’t feel as wholesome as yesterday. It really did feel like an off day. Showered, and that’s when I got a call from the plumber from my 311 request. He said he was done the street and can come look at it. 10 minutes later he came and basically said the building’s internal pipe might have gotten clogged which led to it flooding in my house. He also said that he was the one that had came a year ago to do inspections, so basically for now… It still feels unresolved but he was going to ask my owner for details. I do feel like I was coming a bit too strong at him and he was getting nervous, so idk what was happening there.

Anyways, my mom initially wanted to go somewhere but then people started calling her about something, so she chickened out. I was neutral about it, like if she wanted to go we would have gone, and if not then no. But I have a feeling today was her test. I decided not to push her because I know that it’ll happen on her timeline. I just need to be the example for her. I myself took a couple of days to trust myself, and so will she.

Anyways, mom's anxiety was kind of rubbing off in the house. Like it felt like the energy was down in the house, unlike yesterday. But I was trying to just go with the flow and stay strong in my own energy, which is a first for me because normally I would be obessed with trying to make her feel better for my own comfort.

Anyways, had a bunch of calls, ate, watched TV with mom, and then we both took a nap. Got up and my amazon deliveries had come so tried on a couple of things.

Intuition - I need to stay better anchored but I think I’m getting way better. At least in the past month.

4/10 - Vibes were low but it’s okay. It was also raining, so it was gloomy.

Energy:
50% - Trying to just do my own thing
50% - Letting mom face her own fears