10/6/25 - Embodying being a lion and stillness

Ended up watching Gilmore girls until late last night and finished my thai food. Woke up a bit late, ate, went to go shower and then took my marketing meeting.

After learning about the whole lion thing, I was so different in my meeting today too. I was so much more chiller. For the longest, the new employees were all scared of me and I couldn’t figure out why. Maybe I was giving them anxiety. But today I was a bit different.

Worked for a bit, and then went to go run errands. Went to trader joes and jewels, and I was just soooo chill.

It honestly feels so freeing not having to perform, or try to put up this important aura. I’m just relaxed. After errands, I decided I wanted to go to a coffee shop. I bit out of order for me because I don’t drink coffee at 5pm.

But it was just feeling very autumn like outside, so I went to Colectivo in evanston, got a coffee cake. The one I was craving. I used to eat coffee cakes all the time in college. And a pumpkin spice fluff latte, and just sat outside feeling the air, eating my coffee cake and sipping my coffee.

It felt like stillness. It felt so peaceful and relaxing. Last time, I felt like this my house flooded, so I’m trying to train myself that it’s okay.

Came home and sipped a bit more of my coffee, then cleaned up a couple of things around the house, ate with mom, and now drinking my chamomile tea.

Tomorrow, I’m going to work on being chill even when I have things I need to get done because I’ve realized that’s when I lose my chill for the most part.

My mom’s been having a little hand pain, so trying not to worry about it too much.

We also prayed to the moon today since it was a hindu holiday.

Intuition: This chillness I feel is how my nervous system is supposed to feel

8/10 - Having a random coffee date with myself to practice stillness felt like everything I needed. It was my favorite part of the day.

Energy:
80% - embodying being a lion
20% - chilling with mom