6/12 - Trying to be there for my friends

Went to the gym today, and then my best friend wanted to come over so picked her up. We were going to go straight to a coffee shop, but my boss wanted to have our 1-on-1, so rushed back home for 15 minutes. The convo with him was pretty mid.

We then went to this new coffee shop. It was pretty aesthetic. Talked for a while and almost got into bicker. Every time we meet, we keep talking about friendships, so I almost crashed out. I think she’s still trying to convince me because she wants things to be the same in our friend group, but secretly she’s trying to find the courage to get out on her own.

After coming back, mom and I went to the mandir. It was a whole refresh. I love my mandir times with her. Came back from and practiced my dance.

Picked up a cake because its that friends’ bday. And called my guy friend on the way. Almost crashed out on him too because we somehow always talk about relationships, and I don’t care about relationships anymore.

Anways went to dance practice and the vibes this time were different. I was fully being myself, and I didn’t feel left out or that people didn’t like me. It wasn’t like last time, so I’m kind of excited for the bach now.

I did get a bit quiet when my friend came, and idk why. I think her energy overpowers sometimes. But anyways, I was a bit stressed because I still don’t fully know the dance, and only 1 more week to go. I think she was surprised that I got her a cake.

Came home and ate, and then went to bed.

7/10 - I feel like I was just arguing with everyone today.

Intuition - I need to chill out with friendships right now.

Energy:
60% - arguing with my friends

20% -scared that I don’t know the dance

20% -on the go