8/16/25 - going with the flow

Woke up today with the sound of construction happening. The faucet at my aunt’s house was leaking, so they called the plumbers super early. I ended up asking him what happen at my house and he again said that yes, the owner didn’t look at the sewage system.

Anyways, i ended up being in the room and just doom scrolling and then got ready to go the mandir. Did my 5 minute concealer and blush look and love how it looks on me, so found my everyday makeup look.

Me, mom, and masi went to the mandir since it was jamastini today. At the mandir, I just prayed for god to give me strength for this legal case. We ate lunch and out of nowhere my stomach started hurting soooo much. Literally it was 40 minutes away from home and I dying barely holding on.

Immediately came home and layed down and ended up taking a 2 hour long nap. Then woke up, helped clean a bit, and remembered that I needed to get my friend a gift for her bridal shower tomorrow, so went to the hip mall with my mom and just ened up going to ulta.

While I was at Ulta my best friend texted me something, and ngl it kind of pissed me off because she was being passive. But whatever. She’s hurting, and tbh I’m done dealing with all of them. I’m outgrowing everyone at this point.

Her overextending herself and getting mad at me for keeping my boundaries lmao. Like okay, idc.

It was raining and my order from Indya had came, so I was freaking out about it getting ruined or there being another flood and went to my house. Got the package and they had ripped out the floors everywhere, but got pictures of everything.

Mom went to patel really quickly, and then I drove up to this mexican place to get burritos and a churro. Mom and I ate the churro in the car, and then we all ate the burrito today. Ngl it was mid, but then all of us watched TV together. My cousin was out with his friends.

Need to wake up early for tomorrow for my friend’s bridal shower, so I’m tired.

I also decided I was going to write my statement today on exactly what happened but it was so loud the whole day. Feel like it’s only peaceful right now, but I’m super tired.

8/10 - I feel like I completely regulated my system today where the conflict is no longer leaking my energy or draining me

Intuition - Everything will be alright.

Energy:
50% - Just going with the flow
50% - resting

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