8/9/25 - Grounded energy, friendship test from the universe
Woke up and felt really bloated, but got ready because we were going to my cousin’s house for raksha bhandan. Tired only conceler makeup. I basically need a new makeup routine that only takes 5 minutes, but I feel put together everyday because that’s the energy I want to show up in. I just know my highest self feels confident when she looks confident.
Anyways got there, and we basically had to wait an hour before we could tie the rakhi, but I was super calm and grounded, so my cousin started saying I sound and feel different. I’m pretty sure it’s cause I showed up so carefree, grounded, and calm.
And again that to me is proof my energy is changing. Somehow we started talking, and he told me he had to do a friendship breakup this week and I told him he needs to talk to his nervous system like it’s his child. Lmaoo he’s like you give the energy of someone that just went to bali on a wellness retreat and came back lolo. Expect I’ve been in my home.
We also talked about wanting to go to festivals together. Idk if I’ll ever forgive him for things he has done, but do see his frequency rising as well. But still kept things short.
We came home and ate, I took a nap, dropped my mom off to the parlor. Lol gave her my raksha bhandan money. Honestly, I don’t even feel hurt anymore. I just think of it as it’s our money together and the universe and god has me covered. They give me more money. I don’t feel like I’m reaching from a bowl of limited money and that’s why I no longer feel hurt because I genuinely think money is abundant.
Also ordered some things off of amazon to try to help my mom’s diabetic neuropathy.
Went on my walk and it was super hot. The random girl I’m going on a workout friend date with said she booked too, and although it makes sense to go to dinner afterward since we can’t talk during the workout class, but I decided, I’m going to preserve my energy and not overextended myself.
For once, I’ll give her room to step up. See how it plays out, and see if I even like her. But I’m definitely not going to try to “fix” just because I know how to. That puts me in male energy, and I’m not about that. If she can’t step up, I guess the workout is where we’ll end it. I damn well am not overgiving though anymore, and I think the universe is testing me to see if I know my value in friendships.
Anyways, at night, my head started hurting. Idk if I was hungry, but I drank some electrolytes.
Intuiton - The universe is testing me to see if I overgive in friendships
8/10 - Chill day, expect the headache at night. I feel super hungry, but gotta control.
Energy:
34% - staying grounded
33% - not overextending myself, abandoning my energy
33% - walking
