8/5/25 - Super productive day, my soulmate is going to be hot
I ended up taking an edible last night, and had the time of my life listening to music. Didn’t really feel anxiety, if anything I was doing really hard to manifest my IG crush.
Woke up feeling super energized to work out, so booked a sculpt class at this new studio in River North. Usually I hate going to downtown, but it said it was only 30 minutes away, so I was like why not. Quickly got ready and left.
While I was driving, I saw a video of my IG crush deeps. He wrote something that resonated and was like what if it’s him? But then I was like no way. He’s too hot for me.
But that’s minute I was like wait why not? Who said I can’t have anyone hot? Cause I don’t think I’m pretty? No. If anything until now, I could feel my person’s energy, but now I’m like wait my person is going to be hot.
And I need to prep myself for that because he genuinely will be someone all the girls will thirst over in a good way. And I need to be confident enough to hot the energy of my partner being hot without self-sabotaging or feeling insecure. And again they’ll pick me simply because I’m a frequency match. I don’t need to prove my beauty for them.
So now, I’m going to move like deeps is my boyfriend lmao and he just looks hot all the time.
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I ended up finding parking right away in the front. The class was also super asthetic and I did love it but it was heated, so at one point, I thought I was going to faint and had to take it slow. Next time I need to drink electrolytes before going.
After class came straight home, worked a bit, ate, and then worked again, and then took a nap.
Went on my walk and realized I need to just accept the fact that editing isn’t flowing to me right now. I need to flow with what feels right, and came to the conclusion I’m just going to be recording content because I love recording still. And when the flow/energy for editing comes it comes.
I have to remember that I can’t force things. Like I’ve always wanted to start something but now my whole identity is my healing content and that couldn’t have happened without the actual healing, so again it was divinely timed.
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After that went to target and got a couple of things. On a mission to have the perfect lip combo, also got the frames to do my art project, so excited about that.
Came home and was chilling with my mom and realized I miss my friends and just girlhood. I miss pals.
Finally saw 11:11 today after so long too.
9/10 - Happy about how physically productive I was today, no coffee too. And I feel more free now that I’m not mad at myself for not editing.
Intuition - I was already getting used to my person’s energy and now I’m getting used to my person’s physical appearance/world’s reaction to him too. This gots to mean that if I know how he looks like for the most part, he’s near.
Energy:
40% - being active
30% - shifting my mindset
20% - healing every negetive emotion I’m feeling
10% - work
