8/1/25 - The universe really said “date is on me”

Today was so perfect and magical that I’m tearing up even writing this. First off thank you god for everything.

TODAY IS MY ONE-YEAR SINGLE ANNIVERSARY!

I had to wake up super early because mom had an ultrasound appointment for her kidney stones at 9am, so got ready. Before leaving, had to send a quick email out to the malta people, smh.

I thought my mom’s appointment was going to end early, so I decided today was the day that I was going to take her the coffee shop froth. I used to go here when my mom was super sick, and was there the day my mom almost lost her life, so the place just had bad memories tied to it even though I liked it. I decided that one day I was going to bring my mom healthy to almost rewrite my memory of that place and close that chapter of my life.

I’ve been meaning to do it for a while now, but last time we came to the hospital it was past breakfast hours. Froth’s lunch sucks, so had to make it to breakfast.

Anyways, my mom’s appointment ended up taking way longer than expected because she had to go to the insurance section too. I was chilling in the car the whole time on my phone. I kept calling her and was anxious but moral of the story is she ended exactly at 12pm, right when breakfast ended. But I was determined so I still took her and we ended up getting coffe and a donut instead of avacado and toast.

It was so cute and my heart was so full because I had the luxury to bring my mom back to froath healthy, symbolically ending my trauma with that chapter of my life.

After froth, on our way back home, I told my mom I was going to go on a solo date today to celebrate my singlehood and all my hard work and surprisingly, she was super supportive. I really thought she was going to question why I was “wasting” money, but she encouraged me instead and said everyone eats alone when they go out for work.

When we came home we ate lunch, I took a meeting, bascially made my designer design the merch for the festival even if the contract wasn’t signed.

Took a nap after and after waking up from my hour long nap, I kind of was dreading going on my solo date. Part of me just wanted to stay home and maybe watch a movie. It just felt like a lot of work going to the city.

But still went to go get my eyebrows done. While I was getting them done, it just hit me that if I’m a content creator, I’m going to have to go to events alone. And I asked myself do I want that life or not. And if I do, than I have to overcome this fear and just get used to it.

This is a test. This is training grounds.

Plus, I love myself so much. I want to celebrate. I’m so proud of myself.

So I came home and got ready, wore an old red satin dress I had and my mom was helping me with my outfit checks. Haha almost like I was going on a real date.

Mom went to her mandir thing, and I was home alone, so ended up recording a few tiktoks, and like 1 vlog content for “come with me on my solo date”.

Was playing hyped music the whole way there and then found parking not too far from Tzuco. Recorded a walking video. I was trying not to think too hard and just embody being a content creator and not give a shit about my surroundings.

But I got super nervous caused when I walked past Tzuco literally it was groups/couples. Not a single person in sight. I was like maybe I should find a resteraunt a little bit more single friendly and walked to another place that also felt like that, but then after walking past Tzuco 3 times, I was like no I really just need to do it.

Went in, asked for a table for 1, and somehow got a lowkey soft at the bar where I wouldn’t feel awkward, so was super thankful about that. There were two old friends sitting next to me, and I told them I came here on a solo date. At first they were a bit shocked but super friendly.

After a couple of minutes, a couple came and sat next to me, and she asked me what I had ordered. Evenutally, I was giving them my food reviews, they ordered the same thing, and I told them I was going to take videos for work, we started talking and I eventually told them that I’m celebrating my one-year single anniversary. They were 45-50 years old btw. But she was so impressed with everything I was saying, and how much I loved myself.

She told me they had their first date at Tzuco and she was sitting in the exact same spot I was sitting in and said she was manifesting someone for me. It was so cute and our energy just matched.

I almost became instant friends with them, and got to know them. I even recorded all my content and didn’t feel awkward or lonely at all.

I got asparagus, a chicken dish, mocktail, and dessert and loved the chicken dish. The dessert was also in the same of a peach so it was cool but talked to the waiter too.

AT THE END BEFORE LEAVING THEY SAID THEY PAID MY BILL AND DINNER WAS ON THEM!

I was literally shocked, and hugged them, and took a picture with her and everything. After they left I literally just stood there so shocked. Even the waiters were shocked they paid my whole bill.

It was crazy. On my way to my car, I used my ring light and recorded a couple of other videos. And then immediately called my mom to tell her everything because I was just shocked.

On my way home, I literally started crying because the universe really gave me a whole date experience and said “date is on me”. I went out of my comfort zone and did the hard thing but the universe rewarded me. And just started tearing up because I just knew it that when you love yourself the universe loves you too.

This was such a big sign for me that I’m on the right path and everything I feel and believe now is sooo in alignment because all of today couldn’t be a luck. God made sure I didn’t feel alone and literally on the day I went to celebrate myself, god was gave me abundance.

I came home and posted a tiktok of “I look happier trend” and someone commented the nicest thing about me glowing.

Literally I got everything today.

Also came home and watched TV with my mom and told her this is a sign that literally she needs to have boundaries too because again god is def watching.

1000000000/10 - TODAY WAS THE BEST ANNIVERSARY I’VE EVER HAD.

Intuition - Literally the biggest blessings from the universe. I know god always brings people in my life with intention and today was sooo intentional. I still can’t believe I got my bill paid for.

Energy:
25% - closing the chapter on my trauma
25% - gaining courage to go on my solo date
50% - Blessings from the universe, loving myself, just soo much gratitude.