7/29/25 -lmao the time I thought a gay guy was my husband
Lmao I am so dead right now, and lolol I don’t even know if I trust myself anymore, cause like wtf. Idk if I’m just desperate to find love at this point, but at night, I did some IG stalking and lmaooooooo he’s gay which I was kind of questioning throughout the day anyways.
But I’m so shook right now that I can’t lmaoooooo not me thinking he was my person, but bright side is my crush on a gay guy lasted only 1 day.
Back story -
lmao I woke up going between forgetting, being in my boss bitch mode, and getting giddy/shy that holy shit I found my person.
I honestly expected to go into today not even talking to him at all, but as soon as the work clock hit 12pm I got a message from him with some pushes. Ngl, lmao I was not impressed, and i kept erasing my message because I kept deciding between how much I should help him. Went with a very chill and neutral answer.
Things I’ve noticed is he’s a little more hip than I am but from his resume he’s also 30, so a bit confused there. Part of me was like lmao is he gay? But then again we did hire him to be trending, so what if he’s just doing his research.
Had a call with unicorn island’s team that I let the social media manager take the lead for. Then had another meeting for my graphic designer’s KPIs. Was fasting, so washed my hair and then ate with mom.
The new guy was super enthusiastic with his responses lol, so it was throwing me off a bit, so I asked chat gpt but idk something was off.
Worked some more, the malta contract was still annoying but then took a nap. Woke up from my nap and went on my walk and decided that I don’t need to do all this overthinking. I’m literally so protected that if he’s not my person his frequency just won’t match mine.
My frequency is my protector. But was still a bit confused on how I wanted to move around him technically being his boss.
The logical current part of me thinks he’s stupid and there’s no way he’s going to impress me or pass my frequency test.
But then I was like idk something feels off, so I go stalk his IG which I didn’t find yesterday and find out he’s gay.
lmaoooo this is literally so funny, I’m like lmaooo universe well played.
For real had me played with him being a videographer and everything making sense. I think the universe was either testing me or I wasn’t in alignment because my body was stuck in feeling abandoned but throughout this whole thing I priortised myself and healed that part of my body that I always abandoned.
8/10 - lmaoooo it was a confusing day but I found clarity
Intuition - Clearly it was wrong lmaooo but maybe I needed to heal my nervous system
Energy:
25% - malta stuff contract is so draining
25% - creating boundaries with new guy
25% - making sure I stay true to myself
25% - Lmfaoooo laughing cause wtf was this plot twist
