3/12/26 - (incomplete) internet, Jealous of my mom, the missing piece

Woke up from a dream where this cute guy was trying to talk to me and I was just stuck. Frozen. Like I don’t expect anyone to talk to me anymore. Especially guys.

I was a bit tired but got ready because the internet guy was coming. Showered and everything. He came at 11:30am, and at first he couldn’t find an active connection, so he insisted on drilling a hole. I started calling the owner but no one would answer. After a while, I one a line in the basement and that worked. We set up the internet and finally TV. I was starving by this point, so I made coffee and then took it into my office. Worked for a bit, and because I put the heater next to my feet, I was getting a bit sleepy too.

Went to eat and then finally watched TV with my mom. Caught up on our show, and then I went back into my office to work. Somehow came up with an easy flow to scale the collab with consumer brands, enough for the influencer marketing girl to move forward with it. The only thing I’ll do next is approve the designs for the cobranded things and vision board for photos. She can handle the rest of the logistics.

Something about my desk wasn’t feeling right, so I moved it to face the door in a commanding position. Very foreign because I always pushed things to the wall, but this felt so right and expansive almost like how you see it in all the movies too and now this make sense. I’m not just staring at a wall. I’m staring at a whole room. Claude says I’m welcoming things from the door.

Got tired, so went downstairs to take a nap before going to costco.