3/11/26 - An official bye, fascinating things about living in a house, unpacking
I couldn’t sleep that well last night too. I’m still stuck in hyper-vigilance mode and was still scared on and off that this house was going to flood too. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever get over this trauma.
Anyways, woke up got ready and then mom and I went to Devon since I needed to pick up the plants and run some other errands. It was hailing outside and the weather was just so terrible. We picked up some food, then went to the house to pick up my plants. Thankfully, nothing happen to them and they were in tack. I was a little worried the rain was going to wash them away or something. Took one last picture with the house. It was officially our last time ever entering that property.
Mom went to Patel Brother’s to get some stuff, then went to get some other food, then went to the mandir. In the meantime, I finally called the NY event girl back. Basically upgraded our sponsorship. We’re doing some billboard projection thing, which I do think will be cool too.
I still don’t know what I’m going to be wearing to the event and it’s kind of driving me crazy.
Went to republic bank afterwards. My account has been dormant, so I needed to reactivate it. Somehow I had no idea that I was paying $10 a month for the past 8 months. I was super chill and nice, so the guy refunded $50. Nowadays, I feel very chill and loving. I try to remind myself that I need to live like I’m already in love. I can’t be living with a shield anymore.
Afterwards, we stopped by the gym and I canceled my planet fitness membership. I missed the cut off by just a day, so it won’t actually cancel until April 10th now. Part of me was like should I go the planet fitness in wheeling but then I was like no. I’m completely reinventing myself, and that also means a different gym.
Came home, and was going to take a quick nap before going to costco, but I was too tired and I still needed to transfer comed, schedule an apppointment of xfinity and start a new account for the heating. After doing that, I took a nap and then woke up and was too tired to go anywhere.
Somehow it hit me that my car was actually INSIDE my house, and I was sooooo mindblown. Like holy shit the fact that I can just access my car by just opening a door. Obviously, I know the concept of a garage. But to be able to see my car from a bed is sooo crazy to me. It like finally made sense that it was actually inside my house. Especially since I park so close to the garage door. Most people have to step outside. I don’t even have to do that. It’s basically like going into another room.
Anyways, mom and I decided to unpack a bit. I unpacked my closet, and she unpacked her closet. I was playing songs on my speaker so loud and it also hit me that no one was going to complain about the noise. I could play as loud as I wanted to. I could walk on my treadmil any time I wanted to. The new found freedom for everything feels so insane.
We played music and unpacked some of the kitchen. Got through a lot before we got tired. Our beds still aren’t set up, so we slept in the same bed again.
I needed some alone time, so I put my headphones on. Decided to look up my birth chart which kind of freaked me out a bit. Basically that my whole life is going to change after April 25, especially my career and that work is actually going to be unbearable. I also need to get settled in before that and start my billboard project. Need to find my grounding and safety in the new house.
Also reiterated that my silent moments are my power, that’s when I’m actually “cooking”.
I still couldn’t sleep so I watched this very interesting documentary on dinosaurs until I couldn’t sleep.
Curiosity - unpacking, astrology, being nice and soft
Joy - Having my car inside my house, playing music as loud as I wanted to, organizing
Intuition - I’m on the right path. I’m right where I’m supposed to be. Feeling grateful for the now.
8/10 - Tired
Energy:
25% - saying an official bye to my house
25% - unpacking
25% - admin tasks
25% - trying to decompress and relax
