1/9/26 - (incomplete) target meltdown

Last night, I started crying

Grieving innocent, fun me
Don’t care about people’s opinions of me
Finally get why finding mirrors are leaky
Mom grieving 
Vacation me 
I’m getting my innocent back again 
The version of me that gets love
Don’t care about understand meaning of every connection now, which means more connections are coming because my capacity increased 
Connections are just an experience now - Right pace for things 

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