7/16/25 - Hell and evil eye

Somehow, I woke up with my throat hurting, and the rest of the day truly ended up being hell.

I just felt so overwelhmed and anxious and ungrounded. It was bad, and I couldn’t help but think if it was because my tiktok was doing so well, so either it was pulling the energy out of me, if I was getting the evil eye, if my body wasn’t handling the quantum jump well, if I was overwelhmed, or if I was just sick.

I ended up doing a saje cleanse as soon as I woke up, and ate, but still wasn’t feeling so good. I posted something else and literally had to do another saje cleanse. The rest of my content really wasn’t picking up.

I started getting so overwhelmed that I literally stopped giving a shit about the metrics on my video, and just put everything on DND, cleared out all my notifications and just napped.

By 6:30pm, I was literally puking, my whole body hurt and I was miserably sick to the point I couldn’t do anything. I literally even went outside to ground myself.

At like 7pm I decided to eat a banana and take an advil and went to sleep. That’s when I truly started feeling better because the body pain was finally gone. I ended up waking back up at 9:30pm, this time more rested, so I ate dinner and ice cream with mom, watched a movie in my room to chill out.

I feel like I was forced to just not give a shit about anything today.

3/10 - So miserable

Intuition - I need to figure out how to protect my energy because ngl this was crazy and I can’t get this sick every time I go viral. I think I need to lay low for another couple of days until can’t figure out my energy again and maybe this is my time to create more content, get the rest of my stuff in order. Just need to chill out and slow down in peace.

Energy:
70% - Miserably sick
30% - Trying to protect my energy