11/28/25 - Gravitational pull & bubble of illusion

I woke up feeling like my body was being dragged into this new reality/frequency. Almost like I was being pulled, stretchy. I wonder if these are all physical signs of stepping into overflow and if one day I’m just going to look back at moments like these.

I knew I needed to get the online shopping down today so woke up and went to the living room to hang out with my mom especially everything I learned about presence. I just couldn’t focus on so maybe decided that I might not be feeling grounded cause I’m hungry. It’s been happening for the past two days. Decided to eat a bagel.

In the middle of shopping and I also saw alix earle’s performance. Now that I feel like I can feel people’s potential, it’s kind of crazy to me that people don’t know what they’re capable of. I know and other people know but themselves. Like they’re in a bubble of illusion, just so they can’t see their own potential.

That’s why I think it’s also super important for your person to see you potential cause you yourself are in the illusion bubble to not see it. The reality is completely different.

At one point I was getting overwelhed. During my survival era, I would spend hours cross checking sites, etc to get the best deal/coupon. Now, I just can’t it feels too overwelhming. I have half a mind to just order it to get it over with. It just feels like too much noise and pressure. Anyways, so started having a bit of anxiety. Thought maybe I needed to be in my room and that didn’t work out. Decided to focus on my breathing to ground myself and then fell asleep.

After waking up, ate eggs, and then went in my room, lite a candle, and slowly took on one sight at a time. Felt better once I was making some progress.

Put an alarm for 7pm to then take a break and walk. This time I set the walking pad in the other bedroom since my mom wanted to use it ealier too. Lifted some weights while walking too. I am insanely determined to get toned now. Very laser-focused on it. While walking to make the time go by faster, I was looking through amazon and the different ways I can make my additonal room cozy like a studio.

After walking, made chia seed putting, took an edible, ate, and then showered. Now I’m journaling and the edible hit, so it’s been super hard.

Intuiton - I really think I am stepping into my next frequency. I almost feel it all.

8/10 - Chill day

Energy:
50% - Trying to shop
50% - Trying to calm my anxiety