9/19/25 - Confident in styling myself

Woke up and went to the gym again because now I’m like I will not let the opps win. The people that are praying for my downfall. I don’t really believe it, but it’s a good motivator. Plus in no way does my dream life not include the gym. So it’s a must and needs to happen sooner or later. The faster I get used to it, the better for me.

Went and decided to do glutes. Still getting used to the form, and I wasn’t really feeling it half the time, so need to make some adjustments next time I do glutes, because one thing I know is that it does need to burn.

Came home and started working. Needed to organize some content so did that, took my meetings, ate and watched TV with mom. The girl we were going to fire today took a day off so we couldn’t tell her. Oh well we’ll tell her on Monday.

Didn’t nap and went to the tailor instead to get my blouses down. And then went on a walk.

Came home and went to aldi with mom and got a bunch of random stuff. Came home watched some TV with her and made fish for dinner.

After that went in my room, and tried to figure out my shopping for the event. Still nowhere, but I honestly am getting confident in styling myself. It’s basically like curating a photoshoot but this time I’m the canvas. I want my looks to have my style, rather than just wearing whatever the outfits come with and not trusting myself to do something else cause it’ll look “weird”.

It’s raining the next couple of days, so was freaking out a bit. I trust I’ll be okay, but can’t help but take precautionary measures.

Added in the complaint at the alderman’s email. Should have done it yday so they would have at least looked at it today.

And then got another renter’s insurance. Now I have 2, so need to cancel the other one tomorrow since it doesn’t cover floods.

Tbh Idk how I’m going to get my money back, but I 100% trust I will. Just the how isn’t clear yet. But I have faith in the universe. I also trust it’s going to be easy and will come effortlessly, without me having to fight this time.

I also turned 27 and 4 months today, but feel like I’m almost 28. These 4 months kind of felt a bit long.

I also have less anxiety in going to the event alone if I need to because the whole overflow mentally is staying strong.

Intuition - Things truly will be easy for me and it’s not false this time. I feel it.

8/10 - Tbh kind of chill day, still need to work a bit tomorrow to get some leftover things done.

Energy:
20% - gym
20% - getting steps in
30% - working
10% - panicking a little about the rain and flood
20% - figuring out how I’m going to style myself