9/8/25 - Researching my health

Woke up again and went straight to look at the sun. Came back in my room and didn’t have energy to do anything else, but I also couldn’t go to sleep, so I decided I was just going to be on my phone, which also just felt like a huge energy drain.

Woke up, took a shower, washed my hair and took my meetings. I was going to take a day off today but felt like working, so didn’t end up taking it off. After my meeting, ate a bit. I’m trying to officially watch out for my diet. I’ve been feeling so bloated that I’m determined to get my health back on track.

My body sent a whole shoutout message on slack, but tbh that didn’t even phase me. Internally, I know good things are coming my way. This is the norm. And I know how much I deserve it that it doesn’t even phase me. Just a year ago, I was desperate for validation from my boss and now I don’t care.

I’m honestly sooo proud of the person I’ve become over the past year.

After lunch, most of the clothes that I ordered came, so I played dress up and was in love. Literally, I felt so rich. Like such a boss babe. My style game has really upgraded. And I just felt so pretty. Buttt also I did feel bloated, so I used it as self-encouragement to step up my health game again.

I finally feel like I’m expanding. For the longest, all I wanted to do was get rid of my whole closet and just do a refresh.

Also got my alarm clock, so going to attempt to sleep on time without my phone. Ngl part of me has anxiety about it.

Asked chatgpt what a good routine would be and it confirmed that my energy is awake but my body isn’t awake, which is probably why I come back to my room and just lay on my bed on my phone until I’m ready to get up for the day.

Really wanted to get a milkshake after I saw small cheval’s new lineup but decided I needed to stay strong and drank half a glass of coffee instead.

Took a nap and then woke up at 6:30pm and went on a walk. On my walk, I desperately wanted a treat, so I ordered acai bowls from uber eats, so it we there almost by the time I got home. Idk if I gave in.

Also was looking up stuff on tradiational chinese medicine to see what I should change up in my routine.

Came home and made dinner, made fish fillet, and then the acai bowl came so ate that.

After dinner, I finally tried out the laser I got. Ngl I was freaking out about burning myself.

Anyways, now I’m going to try to go to sleep with my phone in the other room.

Inuition - I’m fully in my Taurus luxury era, wanting the nicer things in life.

7/10 - Trying to incorporate a grounded routine but it’s happening slowly

Energy:
33% - feeling rich
34% - researching my health routine
33% - trying to stay on top of my health routine