9/7/25 - looking like my abudance era

Last night, I ended up taking an edible, and all was good but I did have anxiety that people would randomly come in my room. I wasn’t overly emotional or crying or anything though. Nothing was really purging besides fear.

Woke up and immediately tried to implement my new routine, so as soon as my eyes opened, I went outside and looked at the sun. And honestly, that felt so good and it immediately woke me up. I imagined the sun’s light being my gold aura, and just felt so grounded with the sun rays.

Came back inside and tried doing an energy cleanse. Honestly, idk if I’m doing it right yet. It doesn’t feel THAT impactful just yet. Need to watch a couple of more tiktoks and youtube videos.

Wasn’t ready to fully wake up just yet, so I did end up going on my phone but got tired pretty quick, so I decided I was going to get ready and go to the mall to get my Nesspresso pods and do some fall shopping.

Took a shower and did slight makeup and got dressed. I’ve been really into just looking presentable now.

Went to starbucks and got a PSL and it was so good. I honestly forgot how good it was.

Then went to go old orchard mall and just walked around and went to a couple of stores. Went to artizia and I felt so rich. I didn’t end up getting anything but I got an idea of what I wanted for fall. Manifesting when I can just go in and get stuff. The outfits I was trying on felt like they were mine, felt like old money, felt like my next chapter. It didn’t feel like I was trying too hard or a far dream. It felt mine.

After a while I got tired, and went to the nespresso store got my pods and left. Made a stop at ulta too and exchanged my concealer.

I reframed from eating any sweets so matter how hungry I was. I’m officially back on a self-discipline diet. And won’t let my ops that want me to be fat win.

I’ve been super hungry lately, and idk what’s going on. Just soo many food cravings. And this has only been going on for the past week and a half since we came back. I’m convinced it is nazar.

Anyways, came home, ate, chilled for a bit. Took a nap, ate some cheese and crackers. And then went on my walk. It was freezing but went.

Came home and even though I was starving, I decided I needed a detox, so did my clothes shopping instead. Ended up getting $500 worth of stuff from amazon. There’s so much I want. Tbh I’m really digging the fall fashion this year. Especially, cause I finally feel like I took good dressing up and finally am a size where I want to keep pieces, not just aiming to get smaller. I like my size now. I just want to get toned.

I kind of want to invest in high quality brands too now.

Journaling and also did my night routine. Ended up doing a mini saje cleanse and even lit a candle.

Also answered the facebook girl, but idk what it is my body is literally rejecting her. Like I don’t want to talk to her or hang out with her. I better be doing the same if there’s a guy I don’t like.

Intuition - I have a feeling all my blessings are going to come in super fast now. So fast that even I’m going to be like wtf. But the routine is what’s going to keep me sane.

8/10 - I’m stepping into a rich version of myself. I fully feel it too.

Energy:
50% - feeling rich
50% - starting my anchoring routine