9/1/25 - Calm from trust or storm?

Woke up with a bit of anxiety cause I had so many things I needed to get done for malta even though it was my day off. Decided to just treat it as a working day and I’m going to just take a day off later this week.

Anyways, somehow put my head phones on a got a lot done. And just straight worked for 4 hours. Got some of the stuff done for malta with the email, banner design, and I think I found an influencer. Also did yday’s journal. Still need to catch up 2 more too.

Took a break and ate and then watched TV with mom.

Came back and felt a little overwelhmed/anxiety with all the stuff going on in the news about this week and just preparing for it, but also all the administrative tasks I need to get done with renewing my insurance, need to go to the IRS, bank stuff, refund issues. Just soo much.

Ended up going on a walk, and then went to my best friend’s house to print some stuff. Her energy was off when I walked in but we started talking and things were fine again. It always reminds me that her and I have ups and downs, but we’re bonded. It’s not superficial; there’s depth to our friendship. She’s the one person, I like going all out for her bday for.

Anyways, came home and then went to go shower and then went to the mandir. My attitude today was “you better not betray me god”. I feel oddly calm but I can’t tell if it’s because I have so much trust that god won’t betray me or if god is with me and is giving me strength for an upcoming storm.

Need to wake up early to go pick up some family members that are coming over too.

Intuition - I’m calm because of trust and the inner knowing I’m protected

6/10 - A bit of anxiety but still productive

Energy:
33% - getting work done
34% - praying, demanding from the universe
33% - catching up with my best friend