9/17 - Letting go of waiting

I started talking to an old guy friend a couple of days ago. Nothing serious, just very casual for fun but lol I think I’m putting too much effort into this “hoeship” which comes to my point of “if you feel like you’re putting in too much effort”… drop him.

So at least I know step 1 of when I know I need to drop someone.

Step 2 is not feeling bad for ghosting. I need to get over this.. how to let go of a conversations successfully. Should I just not look at the message? Idk lol but yup. Made the decision to end the hoeship.

Another thing I still need to learn is to attract not chase. I need to not care about having men in my life. I need to be busy creating my dream life.

7/10 - Had some hiccups with my mom in the morning, that made me little worried.