9/10 - done

My mom is sick again, and honestly I’m starting to go numb starting to believe everything actually sucks and there is no bigger purpose.

I’m not going to sit here and give every bad thing that happens to me a reason.

Because no, no matter what. I don’t deserve bad things happening to me. I am truely entitled to happiness. So the universe needs to figure its stuff out and align itself because I will no longer tolerate all the bad things happening to me.

I’m done being understanding and patient. 3/10