5/9 - Dharma

So I did end up waking up at 9am today. I was determined. I got ready and then tried buying tickets for the Jay Morgan show but they were sold out. I was going to go to another bakery but it showed 30 minutes so I decided to go to Del Sur instead which has a line out the door usually. It was Wednesday at 10am, so I’m like the line can’t be super long. I found parking pretty quicky and the line was like maybe a 15 minute wait.

There was a guy with a dog in front of me, so as usual I was talking to the dog and then pet him. When I saw the owners face, I realized how cute he was. Somehow we were talking some more, and then a girl with a dog comes out and tells the guy in front of me that they don’t allow dogs. She was a bit pissed given that she waiting 30 minutes in line. Out of nowhere I was like I can hold your dog for you and she was like are you sure, can I get anything for you.. and I was like noo noo I’ll get it on my own but she took my offer and went.

My dog kept sniffing the guy in front of me’s dog’s butt, so I kept getting pulled closer to him. There was also a couple with a dog behind me, and my dog was playing with their dog too. Ngl a little part of me was scared my dog was going to run away but then I held his lease with two hands and just trusted myself. I can’t be scared if I’m about to get my own dog.

Anyways me and the guy were talking a bit more, and it was out turn. He was just like okay I’m going to drop my dog off in the car really quickly. I was still waiting, and was just letting people cut me. People thought I was so sweet for doing that, even the couple behind me. She comes back out with literally 2 boxes and told me she got me a candle and pastry. Literally $30 dollars worth of stuff. I was so shocked, and I thought a candle was a pastries name. I didn’t even know they sold actual candles. It was sooooo cute and made me so happy. I was literally so confused, and insisted no too.

Anyways I was so happy and when I went in the guy in front of me was looking for me and told me to go in front of him. Both the guys were shocked the girl got me a candle and pastry. I was brimmingggg and got an Ube Latte, and opened my box to see this one cake pastry. I was still slightly talking to the guy in front of me and the guy behind me, and then said bye!

But overall this whole morning was just sooooooo cute that I was so happy and excited.

The feeling I had talking to the guy in front of me was crazyyy! There was chemisty! And he just looked geuine. Talking to him was easy and I didn’t feel insecure at all. I was confident! He was such a cute, built, while boy with pretty and genuine eyes. And then the look on his face when he looked at me from inside the cafe to tell me to cut. It was like he was doing something before I told him. Part of me was wishing he would ask my number or hopefully I run into him again.

Anyways when I got to the car I called my best friend and told her everything! Told her I had a crush! And then I recorded a tiktok to talk about it too!

After the cafe, I went to go get gas and then went home. I was going to have a lunch date with my coworker. I was eating bits of the cake while I told her the whole story too. The cake was sooooooooo good. Basically tasted like butter cake from SF.

She looked sad, so we got to talking and she’s been on the same boat as me where she feels like she wants to quit and is just uncomfortable working at Dil Mil and has been getting angry.

I told her why everything was happening and gave her a new perspective and how she’s supposed to open up her new business and that’s why she feels off. I feel like god told her to talk to me because god knew she needed to have hope. She was just so upset and everything happening and just couldnt detach. Basically everything I was going through a couple of months ago. I also told her about my dreams too and she was telling me about hers. It was so cute.

My mom came home and I told her the whole story too, and made her try some of the cake.

And then had a meeting, ate, watched tv with mom, editing and posted my tiktok, worked some more, and then went to old orchard mall.

I needed to get jeans and just dresses, so went to hollister. Walked around to get my steps in, and then went to Soma to get a new bra. None of my bras fit the same. They didn’t have my size, so needed to order it.

After that, went back to my car, and went to khols to return a couple of things. By the time I came home, I was starving, so ate dinner and did my remaining steps while watching netflix.

And then was texting my best friend about her dreams too, motivating her too!

Though out the day, I now am on Nashville tiktok, so tell me why I’m sooo much more excited to go to Nashville with my mom than Palm Springs and Vegas with my friends.

Overall, my tiktok still didn’t do well, but I like making talking videos! It’s so easy for me to do and I just yap away. Quick to edit too.

Also, my other coworker continues to piss me off. I feel like she’s the only energy leak in my life. Like my day was going so good until her face pissed me off. Like idk why I dislike her so much. She just bothers me.

20/10 - Overall though, I feel like today was the best day I had in a while! It was so cute and dreamy!

Intuition - My love portal has definely unlocked and I just know good things are coming for me because I do good things too!

Energy:
50 % - Glow and so happy
30% - Teaching people
10% - Shopping
10% - Pissed about my coworker