10/1/25 - Unbreakable trust

Even though the opposite is happening, I just have this trust. Especially for the tax and flood situation. Almost as strong as this new girl, where I just know and it’s to a level where there’s a pull.

So despite the tax situation being crazy, I just know it’ll get resolved. It sounds kind of delusional too.

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Woke up and went back to sleep. At like 11am, I went to go shower to shave. Took my meetings. The new girl was a bit overwelhmed. But all good.

Ate, cleaned the bathroom, showered again, did my face masks, packed a bit, and then got ready. My outfit looked cute.

Before going to the mendhi, lol my best friend’s sister pissed me off. Her level of rudeness is insane. Literally asked if she could pick me up, a block away, and she said I could park at her house. The way that triggered me.

I ended up picking up my other friend and just tried to ignore my best friend’s sister and act like she didn’t exist.

At the mendhi, I had a great time, didn’t feel drained or anything. Everyone was just being themselves too. I didn’t shrink but that the same time, I wondered if I came off as ungrounded. Sometimes, I just want perspective on how I look to the outside world, so I can see what I’m doing.

We made a couple of tiktoks of her, and I got a simple mendhi design done. Forcing myself to get content of myself just felt unnatural. I need to do things I normally do from overflow.

Need to leave by 7am, but too tired to pack the rest, so I’ll do it in the morning.

Intuition - Maybe this is a part of the lesson to have unbreakable trust.

8/10 - Overall good day, except the rude girl.

Energy:
25% - training new girl
25% - getting ready
25% - pissed about rude girl
25% - being myself & protecting my energy