2/22/26 -

Woke up feeling like I just wanted to rest today.

- wanted to rest
- went inward to find out what kind of photoshoots I wanted to do
- figured out anchors for my art thought I was revolutionary
- read a book
- got high
- steps, slow learning how to walk again
- mom was sick so felt shitless scared, especially the idea of being high. For a second I felt like I was replaying the old narrative of I can’t be happy and i’m being careless but caught myself and told myself I’ll handle it
- at night saw everyone already posting what I wanted to post and just felt so sad