6/15 - trying to find a schedule
Today was honestly overall a very chill day.
Woke up pretty late, and finished my IG Palm Springs dump. I was a little less stressed about it today. Then chilled with mom ate, cleaned my room a bit, showered, and went over to my best friends house where she made me coffee. It was so sweet that I literally was on a whole sugar rush. Went on my hot girl walk too but was exhausted a bit, so I was on my phone the whole time.
Today was the largest protests in recent american history. I’ve always been scared of protests, but do want to go one day. Although I was watching the clips while walking and was sooo proud of everyone showing up. Today was also trump’s bday, so the irony of it all was just great. 9 Million people around the country to support the “no kings” protest and immigration reform was insane. Honestly brought hope that people care.
My walk was also just filled with gratitude that I am already rich. I saw someone post about even when money grows, your day to day actually stays the same. Just in bigger things. And it’s true. I am already doing everything I want to be doing, there’s nothing more. I am already living my rich life. I love my house, my food, my car, everything.
So I’m really not chasing anything for money. It’s because I genuinely want to help other people do the same, but I am still stuck on that with my content.
The core of it is helping people heal. But I’m also me as a whole, and healing isn’t the only thing I did. I also lived, and I feel like I have to show the living side too. I’m at a point where I actually feel more connected to my IG content than my Tiktok content. IG feels like all of me. My humor, my manifestation, my healing, my quirkiness, my baddie vibes. My tiktok feels all over the place. It only feels like the dark side of me.
Anyways, came home and then figured out my next IG post, got that ready to go. No turning back now. Got to fully embrace being an influencer. I still hence a bit of hestations even in the way I type of my messages on IG, but it’s part of my becoming.
Then just chilled, watched more things on the protest, called Discover to dispute the fraud charges.
Now going to order some clothes for the bach. I still need to practice the dances and it’s really stressing me out at this point.
But overall, it was the girl who is getting married’s bday and idk I just don’t get good energy from her anymore. I’m most likely actually going to cut her off after the bach. My soul just doesn’t feel safe, so been debating about her for a bit now.
Intuition - I need to cut her off. I’ll slowly figure out the content thing.
10/10 - Chill and wholesome day
Energy:
100% - Re-energizing myself
