8/19/25 - Fighting the procastination

Woke up pretty distracted, tried working for a bit but was mostly just doomscrolling. Made myself a nespresso coffee but was still procastinating. Also edited some of the pictures of my sunday photoshoot. I want to post some tomorrow. Tbh I’ve just been in my room for the most part for the whole day.

Ate lunch, and then took a nap, put the laundry in, and then went on a walk around the neighborhood. I liked looking at all the old houses and was on zillow the whole time to see maybe there a was a house on rent nearby since I was warming up to the neighborhood too.

On my way back home, I listened to the recording of the conversation I had recorded. Ngl it felt a bit traumatizing and I talked to chat gpt. Most of my body wants to avoid this whole conflict and I love the peace I’m feeling right now, but I know that this is my lesson and if I don’t take this to court. I’m literally going to be faced with a worse legal issue where I’m going to be forced to fight, so either I take on this easy one or have to face something worse.

Came back, and literally locked myself in my cousin’s room. Cleared out his desk and added the lamp near me too, to try to create a working vibe but I was still procrastinating.

Somehow the house was quiet, so I ended up catching up on all my journals and getting work done. Also did laundry.

Intuition - I can do this legal fight

6/10 - Boring day but forcing myself to work

Energy:
25% - alone time
50% - forcing myself to work
25% - facing the trauma