3/6/26 - Admin tasks

Woke up and got to work. I had a lot of admin tasks to do too, like cancel the gas line & light. Transfer internet, transfer renters insurance. Just so much. Needed to finish a couple of things for work, too, since I’m off on Monday and Tuesday.

During the flood, I told my downstairs neighbor that I was going to take him out to eat, but I don’t want to go to dinner with him, so I told my mom we need to make him food today. This way I can peacefully close that chapter and him. I literally specifically waited till the last minute.

My SF friends also texted saying they were going to buy the tickets. Idk if they’re coming. They’re literally confusing me.

Anyways, canceling a bunch of things ended up being so complicated. I still need to do more. I would say it’s worse than actually packing and moving.

I’ve been gaining weight, so I’ve been a bit conscious and just out of control with everything. I really thought I was going to eat healthy today but had to eat the food my mom made for my downstairs neighbor.

After eating, I had to run a bunch of errands. Dropped mom off at the salon, dropped donation items, then had to go to the bank to get a cashier’s check for the deposit tomorrow. We know the teller, so I told her we’re moving out of devon.

I’m kind of not emotional about moving out of Devon. Idk why. Idk if I just don’t care or if i haven’t processed it yet. I also feel like I’ve been ready to move out of Devon and not have my identity tied to the neighborhood. Plus, I’ll come here all the time. It’s not like I’m losing access to the neighborhood. Maybe that’s why? The house - I’m actually losing access to, so I had to actually say a hard bye to it with my letters.

I asked my mom if she was more emotional about leaving this home or our childhood home, and she said childhood home because that was where she learned how to stand on her own two feet. Meanwhile, I’m more sad to leave this house. This was where I learned to stand on my two feet.

Came home, gave the neighbor the food, saw his apartment for the first time. It was actually pretty decked out and vibey. Ate some more, worked some more, finally ordered my coworker’s secret santa gift, and then mom went to the mandir. I literally passed out. I was soooo exhausted. Woke up and started looking at car insurance. Surprisingly, the quotes are so much lower now. Idk if it’s just because I’m moving to the suburbs. Anyways, still need to figure that out on monday.

Felt gross so went to shower at 11pm. Didn’t really pack today. I feel like we got it for now.

Curiosity - trying to find an efficient way to do all this admin stuff
Joy - Giving my neighbor the food
Intuition - I feel like my heart left my neighborhood a while ago

8/10 - I’m exhausted

Energy:
25% - working
50% - admin tasks
25% - errands