12/27/25 - Evil Eye Anxiety
I’ve literally had the most out of body experience in the past 24 hours to the point where I thought I was going crazy. Last night I posted my picture and was still awake.
At 3:45am ish I started feeling sooooo much negative energy around me, and I started seeing really crazy and weird things like dead people and creepy people as soon as I closed my eyes. It was soo bad and I was so shitless scared to the point where I started playing the Hanuman Chalisa and it was still so bad, so I turned the lights on. Still felt so heavy and so much paranoia that I literally didn’t sleep at all, all night.
I started asking god for some signs on who was doing this and my body started shaking when I took my aunts name. My dad’s sister. It was like sooo much negative energy vibes.
At like 7am, I did a saje cleanse and that’s when I felt a bit better. After a bit, I went to my mom and told her everything.
I’ve been reading a lot on skitsopredia, so idk if I was scaring myself. I knew my post landed - Idk if I was feeling the energy from that or if someone really was doing black magic on me. My intuition was way strong on the black magic especially all the dark energy and dead people things was way too weird.
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I was still scared and couldn’t sleep, so woke up and started cleaning my room. I got sleepy at 9am and finally fell asleep and then woke up at like 2pm.
I knew I was no longer in harm, but I definitely was shaken by the whole experience of wtf just happened. Broomed and mopped my room, ate, showered, did a prayer and then told my mom I wanted to go the mandir and went in her room and fell asleep.
Woke up and we went to the mandir. At first I was really scared that if the black magic would physically harm me and kept praying.
When I went to the temple, I could feel the difference in my energy that I was coming with and the mandir’s energy. It wasn’t like last time. And at first I was begging for god to protect me and my family but then remembered what I learned last time to not pray from lack.
I started reassuring myself and thanking god for fully protecting me and my family, and that’s when I started feeling like myself again and started getting my groundedness and peace back. We were at a mandir for a while, but I felt at peace and felt safe, so I didn’t mind it.
I’ve never felt like this before my whole life, but I also know the universe has been protecting me and teaching me exactly what to do to bounce back. The saje cleanse, the breathing technique, going to the mandir, and praying from gratitude.
I got this sacred thread tied too to tell myself I am fully protected. And then drove back home feeling back to normal even though this experience really shook me today.
I also know that the more my pictures land, the more people will feel activated and channel the evil on me, so it’s important I stay grounded in knowing I’m protected. I can’t let any negativity shake me.
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On the silver note, the thing that brought me little joy is MY IG CRUSH liked my story, also a lot of other people! lmaooo I knew there was something there and I wasn’t going crazy. I knew I could feel the chemistry energy between us even though it from IG. There’s like tension.
I was praying that he wouldn't hit me up on IG because I’d have to turn him down. My person would never take this long and I can’t date from potential.
The only way he has a chance is if we run into each other at an event, and he comes up to me there and says something that would make me want to continue talking to him. My nervous system also has to feel calm.
Right now the thought of him even reaching out sends my nervous system into a spiral which I know isn’t a good thing.
Anways, point is I knew I was right. I’m 100% sure I’m right about my intuition with the black magic too, which is scary because wtf. But then the universe would not have been training me with my bounce back routine to make me unstoppable.
My testing period literally just gets harder because wdym I’m dealing with how to not let the evil eye stop me now. The anxiety in the morning was crippling and if I didn’t have this routine idk how miserable I would have been. It was really messing with my head, my body hurt, and I was drained. I 100% would have cut off all contact with the world and would have been too scared to do anything afterwards. The fact that people just give other people the evil eye and that’s the reason some people never reach their full potential is crazy as heck.
But god over anything. Good always wins evil.
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Anyways, I also told my cousin I coudn’t come and ordered him a housewarming gift.
1/10 - Sleep deprived and the scariest mental day yet
Intuition - I need to really trust my energy reads and stop second guessing it. But also right now, I need stay positive and strong.
Energy:
100% - Fighting black magic and evil eye energy
