May 19, 2026
I think I’m going to cry in so many happy tears because today was something I never even could have imagined in my wildest dreams but all my dreams did come true and Idk what I deserved this life but I’m so thankful and beyond blessed. I know god and the universe has always had my back.
Just two years ago, I remember being so scared that my mom was going to get sick again when she had covid, and it was only 2 weeks after my breakup. I started journaling and at that time I had no clue what those journals were going to do. But god knew.
I’ve always wanted to blog and I had written that as a part of my 2024 vision board. So I turned my pain into power to switch the narrative. Instead of remembering her being sick, I wanted to change the power to postive, so I used it to start journaling. And that changed my life. God thank you so much for giving me this life.
It wasn’t always easy but I knew I was being protected, I felt like god was always walking with me. I never felt alone.
Today I saw my face in times square, the image I had engraved in my head finally happened. The me from today is what helped past me during the hardest times of her life. I was never alone because I was always with me. I was protecting past me. and I finally met her today. I did it.
My face on the billboard. Like how is this all real. I feel like I’m living a dream. I don’t even know who I’m more proud of right now. The me right now or the past me that kept going. Because the me right now is so proud of past me.
I did it. She did it. We did it.
Since I was little I always knew I wanted to write a book, and a couple of months into journals when I started my content journey, I knew this is what I wanted to write my book on. I knew this was the material that would help thousands of women. And it did my content changed so many lives. That fact that I get so many messages a day from girls telling me I’ve changed their lives.
And now I get to change the lives of millions of people around the world. Like all I can say is thank you god for choosing me for blessing me for giving me this adundance. I know I deserve it and I know I put the work but just thank you. God knew I had it in my. God picked me.
And I’m so beyond blessed to just be me. I literally have the best family too. My mom, my best friends, my boyfriend.
I can’t wait to tell the whole world that this life is meant for everyone, they just have to keep going and put in the work. I’m lucky but so is everyone else. They can have this life too. They can have the life they were meant to live. They can break away from the suffering too.
I did it! I promise you, you’re not meant to suffer. it’s all a part of the training to get you to a place of purpose of abudance and the fact that I wrote a whole book on it. I’ve given talks, about to do signings. So much.
My life is literally changed so much in just 2 years, and I always had a feeling. I knew I was meant for this life and I knew it was all coming.
But literally this has been the best birthday ever because I got to meet her. I got to meet the me that I used to see. I am her. I am that me.
Just crazy. And seeing a billboard of me in times square for my book. Also crazy. I’m helping millions of woman around the world, surrounded my people who are helping my purpose, and I’m blessed with so much abundance that I never have to worry about money. I was able to give my parents the life they scarified bceause god knew he needed to make my dreams come true to use my as a vessel to help millions of people around the world.
I also saw my dad this year about 16 years of not seeing him. That moment was so special. Having my whole family together. And I can’t wait for every person that gets my message to experience the same miracles.
Like I sob every single day, and I’m sobbing extra today but thank you god. Thank you for loving me so much. Thank you for choosing me.