6/27 - Giltz and glam

We all ended up waking up slightly late and as soon as I woke up I remembered my friend telling me she was talking to someone while we were at the club last night. Still had some leftover feelings about it cause like wtf god. Why the f is so hard for me to just get my person. Sure I was meant to heal and transform? But clearly I don’t feel connected with my healing content. If anything it feels like a sad part of me. I feel more connected to my new me content.

Today was our love at first spritz theme, so everyone wore orange. We were going to the resy that I made at the effiel tower rooftop. The girlies ubered to the wrong place, so I had to get them to walk over to the right place. Since I didn’t get a confirmation, I was lowkey freaking out about the resy but it was correct. Before going up to the rooftop, we all took a bunch of pictures on the stairs.

The upstairs was very pretty. At this point, I was the photographer and brought my camera too, so was taking a bunch of pictures of everything. While we waited for our food, I also went to go take pictures of my friend. They were coming out really good.

After brunch, we came back to the hotel and while the girls were decorating, I started to transfer the photos. She went to the next room.

We were trying to be secretative because her cousins booked her a hair and makeup artist to for the night! Which honestly is really exciting and definitely different. I’ve never seen anyone do that for a bach.

We were also supposed to go in a limo ride today but since the makeup artists were coming, we moved it to tomorrow. She kept wanting to get ready so it was my job to distract her. I told her we were making tiktoks.

The makeup artist and hair artist came and she was shook! After they were done, I took some pictures of her, basically a quick photoshoot and the pictures came out so good. The theme was giltz and glam.

We told her we couldn’t make a resy to Toca Madera but blind folded her and surprised her. All of us had a great time.

There, her cousin wanted to post a solo picture and all the girls kept saying it was weird. I encouraged it and was internally like this is literally my purpose, who gives a shit. She should post the video.

After dinner we came home, took pictures, and were so late to leave that by the time we got to omnia, we had to pay hella money for our tickets. But we had fun. The midnight show was crazy, I didn’t even know they did that but it was a fun thing to watch.

This is sad but I kept wishing I would run to N to basically get my revenge and ignore him. I don’t feel like I’ve gotten my power move yet, and that pisses me off.

But anyways, we got home after and knocked out. The girls ordered TB but it never came.

7/10 - high crash out over stupid ex. Honestly I”m so over the N bs. I literally wish he never came into my life.

Intuition - F N

Energy:
30% - Crashing out over N
30% - Taking pictures of everyone
30% - Having fun
10% - Emotional about girls not being able to fully be theirselves