3/26 - overcoming doubt

The lesson I’ve been getting hints for the past couple of days

Being comfortable with being visible because that’s what was blocking my wealth.

People will see me. I am meant to be seen.

Also I think I’m actually comfortable with my weight. Still would like to lose 5 pounds but I honestly even forget to weigh myself now days.

After yesterday’s call and my coworker saying “I like the confidence” it’s like weighing on me a bit. But I know one day I will be his inspiration. I already feel it. They need me to move the needle.

Doubt is creeping in, so going heavy on the words of affirmation and connecting with my inner intuition. I know this is just fear. Everyone in my universe knows the reality that I’m literally about to succeed. I FEEL IT IN MY SOUL.

This is my test to see if I’m comfortable being visible.

This is my test to see if I’m comfortable moving large amounts of money because I know for this campaign I need to spend more to get more results.

When you’re magnetic, everyone wants your energy. This is my test to see if I can conserve your energy and only let few in. “Everyone will be obsessed with me. I get to choose who I give my power to.”

Affirmations: I’m a public speaker. Everyone’s eyes are on me. I am the main character. The whole world revolves around me.

I am a famous marketer. Handling the biggest projects. I move millions of dollars for big campaigns. High ticket projects, where I get $50k for one campaign. I am moving $200k daily. KEEP GOING. I make $200k a month.

Money is magnetic to me. Money is attracted to me. But I also need to be comfortable with money on me.

Not only do I need to imagine money coming to me but I need to imagine money sticking to me. A LOT OF MONEY.

It feels like I’m documenting my each step towards success but it also feels like a purpose. Like I’m creating a guidebook to success, and my job is to learn and document, so I can teach other people as well.

There’s so much success written in my life that it will blow my mind but it’s all mine and mom’s.

Also, I feel like I got the answer to the anxiety I was feeling. With so much effort and confidence I was putting, I was also putting in a lot of pressure which was getting to me. At first they were just ideas but then after telling my coworker, it felt like I needed to prove it to him too. But I found the answer on an IG post.

PUT YOUR WHOLE HEART AND LET GO OF OUTCOME

It’s kind of hard to do that because I’m always thinking about the whole picture, but I just need to focus on creating,

Inuiton - I’ll be okay. I just need to create, not expect.

8/10 - Was giving myself extra love today