3/6 - Finally feeling better again
After having my self-care day and doing my white saje cleanse, I definitely feel 100 times better than I was 1 month ago. I desperately needed that reset day yesterday. Like whatever was draining my energy is no longer draining my energy and I feel like myself again. This make me question if someone actually did do something to me on the day of the wedding or what might have caused this imbalance.
I was finally able to do get work done without having anxiety and just focus on my goals again.
While doing my 10k steps, I decided to watch this cute movie called “Picture This”. Love a good rom com.
At night after doing my 10k steps, I just sat their watching Delhi Boys and that’s when I got the email I’ve been praying for 4 months. The one thing I was manifesting. And honestly in that moment I was over joiced with joy or anything, it almost felt like “about time”. Like I always knew it was mine and of course it was coming to me. There was no question. And of course I was thankful to god.
It made me have more faith that everything else in my life was a matter of time too. It is mine.
I decided to do some chat gpting on how I can step into the energy of everything I want, and here’s what chat gpt said:
✅ Think like a CEO—make decisions with logic, not emotions.
✅ Set boundaries—you are not responsible for fixing others.
✅ Control your energy—speak less, observe more, and move with intention.
✅ Trust yourself—your Virgo Rising makes you highly analytical; don’t ignore your instincts.
✅ Detach from outcomes—don’t fear loss; fear staying the same.
Almost made me feel better about the guilt I’ve been feeling. I sense a bit of emotions, but it’s starting to go away.
My friend’s bachelorette is also coming up, I told her I’ll tell her If I can go or not because I honestly don’t feel like my energy is safe with her. Idk what it is, and there’s a part of me that feels like I”m going to have fomo if I don’t go and another part of me feels like I don’t want to be near anyone I don’t feel safe around. I need to protect my energy.
Intuiton - I’m on the right path.
8/10 - Finally feeling like myself again.
