4/5 - Not a girls girl

Today ended up being a disaster.

I woke up, went to the gym because I knew we were going to be out the rest of the day. And then right when I was about to get ready, I saw my eyebrows looked terrible, so I literally ran to get my eyebrows done, and then got ready. This was the first time I’ve ever done a slick back pony tail and I looked so different but I loved it. It was such an easy clean girl look and it just felt like me. I was feeling myself.

Anyways we were going to tre dita to celebrate my friend’s bday. All my friends said I looked good and complemented me.

Getting to the restaurant was a diaster and we ended up being late cause we kept getting lost in lower wacker . The friends in the car kept making comments like thank god I wasn’t driving, which honestly was rude.

Okay but we still made it. While we were seated it was kind of feeling awkward, 3 of us were just quiet. We were taking pictures and the friend I don’t like was like taking pictures with flash is being disrespectful, I was like no stop being small if you want to use flash go for it. Who cares what other people think? And apparently they misunderstood and took it to a whole another level. So tension #2

When the food came, I introduced a game where everyone takes a bit and tells a verdict on the pasta to make everyone feel more involved. Things were good then.

When we were done, my other friend asked. “does anyone want a picture here?”, I said “I do”, she said “of course you do”, I said “fu, i don’t want a picture anymore” she said “I’m kidding” I said “you know what you’re right, I’m going to get my picture”.

Internally I was like okay the spot does look good, we can take group pictures too.

But the “I’m going to get my picture” triggered the friend whose birthday it was and she felt some type of way.

We went downstairs and I brought my camera so was testing the lightening with my other friend and literally that sent her over the edge cause she thought me and my other friend were just having our own photoshoot because now the “I just want my pictures” which was a banter response was stuck in her head. When I moved to a different spot because I knew the lighting was better there and as soon as my other friend’s pictures started coming out good, I ran to go get my birthday friend.

I was like "look the lighting is sooo good, my friend looks so hot” and that sent her over the edge again cause I was calling my other friend hot. basically tension #3 and 4.

While I was getting pictures for literally the last 2 minutes, she was so annoyed. We went to the rooftop next and I immediately starting taking pictures of her. We were outside at first and then moved back in. At the end of the night, I was like can we go take some pictures “friend #1, friend 2, haven’t gotten their pictures yet” and that literally pissed her off even more.

She was literally mad that I wanted a picture? lmfao when I was more focused on making sure everyone got a good picture that night because I brought my camera.

Just so much drama, and no girls girl energy.

And honestly I just don’t feel good after hanging out with them. I always feel drained, especially whenever my friend that I don’t like is there. Without her, there’s no drama. I genuinely don’t even want to be anywhere near her anymore.

Came home and my other friend called me, the one that was taking pictures with me because the energy was just so toxic. She was set on misunderstanding me. And literally I was just being myself. My initial response was literally because someone said something to me. And everyone got their pictures in. So how am I being disrespectful and inconsiderate if I wanted mine too?

Inutition - I don’t think I did anything wrong.

3/10 - So much useless drama

Energy:
10% - getting ready and feeling good about myself
90% - dealing with useless drama